It sucks so bad
Doesn’t it fucking suck wanting to go back in time? Like it’s honestly the worst, because although it’s something you want so bad, it’s also the one thing you know you can never have back. I’m not talking about anything in particular though. I’m talking about life.. I’m talking about everything that has already passed you by, you can’t get one second of that back. It sucks, wishing you could have done things differently, but I know everything turns out the way it should be. We never really know the true value of a moment until passes you by.. I’d do anything to go back and re-live my childhood and teenage years. I would always say “I just can’t wait to grow up”, because I thought it would be amazing, but now that I’m older, it sucks. I grew up way to fast, and that’s the issue.. When I was young, I could always look forward to growing up, but now that I’m older, I constantly worry about what I’m going to have to face in my future. I guess you could say I’m terrified of everything ahead of me. It sucks, but it’s something I’m going to have to accept I suppose.